New Moon .

Watched this last Friday .

I lovee it to the maxx :) I enjoyed from the start till the end.

I am very much amazed with the way Edward loves Bella and how Bella would sacrifice just to have a sight of Edward once more.

Is there such love in reality ?

Well I am really proud of a friend of mine for now ,

I am pretty amazed with his determination on something , someone.

When you say it , fulfill it then ! *unlike those who just practise it in words* You have my biggest support dude !!

Your actions and your patience , I can really salute to you :P

*applause*

Keep it up :)

No one knows what's gonna happen in future

but at least you're here to give it a try.

No matter how it would be ,

give out your best .

Phases of life you have to undergo .

Life is never that pleasant as always , same applies to LOVE . Seriously , I am willing to do anything , to lay my hands out. I am utterly exhausted. Do you really feel like that I didnt put in any effort to keep everything in the right position ? Am I really that rebellious for you ? I ponder almost everyday , for what could have be done to avoid any unnecessary arguements. I really have no idea why do we have to argue so constantly , for the most pettiest thing in the world. Is it my bad , or we were never meant to be together ? I am afraid of losing you , is because I love you. Can't you feel it ? Can't you tell from how I treated you ? Why do you have to doubt my love for you ? What you did was no different from stabbing knives into my heart. Every single word uttered from your mouth stays forever in my heart , so pls mind your words. It hurts me without you knowing.

You knew I was this way when you made your decision to step in my world , but why now you're asking for a change ? It's not that I am not willing to change for you , but I just want to be who I really am. If you insisted me to change for you , I'll. But to be honest , it will never be me anymore. I'll be the one you want , but not the one you loved before. Perhaps , someone you wished to love more. If you want me to choose between myself and you , you're forever my choice , because I exist because of your existance. If I were to lose you , can I still be the one I wanted to be all along ?

I am lost with no direction and I cant find the right path back to reality whenever I argue with you. I wished I can stay in my very own dreamland where there is no arguements and unhappiness, a place where there is only blissfulness. I only want to see smile and laughter in you . I can hardly breathe , hardly concentrate in doing certain things , as my mind is filled with thoughts of you. I have no confident found in myself , I am afraid of failing everything , I feel very insecure.

Can I still count on you ?

The Felda Hot Springg

As I said , my weekends are now filled with fun :)

HAHAHA Went to the Felda Hot Spring last two weeks .

muacks I love you .

haha the sign board !!

wow look at this kid , so active marn lol

me and baby in the spa while waiting for my massaging session after Violet's ! Heeehss :)

It was indeed a veery comfortable one ! I almost felt asleep inside .

But they were REALLY noisy outside , so couldn't really get into deeep sleep =/

While they were waiting for me =P

I really felt pity for the guys as they had to wait for total 120 minutes for us ! HAHA

time for ice cream !!





I know I am heavy !!

We were like kids heheeh =P

Children were there queueing for thw slide and there the four of us joined in =/

HAHAHA we felt kinda weird as they were all kids ~

We then went to Violet's granny's house at Pusing to grab some fruits back home ,

her grandma was really very kind for gaving us real alott of rambutans and durians ..

We can really sell it outt , as it is impossible to eat up everything .

Feedbacks ...

I am sucha good girl for these two weeks because I didnt go to any pub / clubs at all :P

Hehehehehs :)

So peepos , I can live without clubbing ya ?

Stop saying that I MUST club ok !

Since I've nothing else better to do , I decided to watch this movie which lotsa ppl told that it's very scary =.=" I really doubt how scary it was and I even hide behind baby when the "ghost" ia about to appearrr

Yea , it did make me yelled .

But seriously , it was NOT scary . Just the sound effect that made me yelled !!

Phobia 2 .

But the last story of this movie was really hilarious , I never laughed like this before watching a ghost movie . Abit frightening yet FUNNY :D

Anyway I prefer the previous episode more , as it reallyyy scared the shit outta me . I screameddd my lungs out and my pillow flew up to the airr when the "ghost" appeared . HAHAHAHAHAH ~

Went for this one on Saturday , the cinema was fulled . HAHA , really popular one !
Lucky enough to get the tickets :P
Thumbs up for this movie :)
Didnt disappoint me as I have been waiting for this since August ! I rate it 9/10
Slighty boring at the starting .. Too much of talking , well if without those boring conversations , it would be my movie of the year (:

Family trip to Kay Elle .

Well my weekends are no longer boring anymore , because ?

I have different activities and different places to go now , yea EVERY weekend !

HAHAH.

Went to KL with baby and his parents to visit his sister who is about to deliver her first child :)

and it's the first time I meet her :P

Woke up VERY early in the morning ,

went for breakfast , then departed .

Arrived her sister's crib at around 1 pm , somewhere around Kuchai Lama , haha which I dont dont where is it .

on the way , well I look darn awefulllll that day so I didnt take any other pictures . HMMP !

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When we arrived , as usual ..

Chit chat for awhile and then go for a walk at the Wangsa Maju Walk .. HAHA. It's so empty inside .

Just several shops , one word ... BORING ~

Hahaha.

& then went for our lunch + tea ..

After filling up our tummies ,

we adjourned to Tropicana City Mall to have walk .

Another one , I dont see anything that attracts my eyes .

HAHAH, well my very first time shopping that I dont feel like buying anything .

No more shopaholic :D hHahahaha.

Only on that day ya :D

So we went back to her sister's cirb ,

cleaned up and headed for dinner before heading back to Ipoh .

It was really a very tiring day , I was totally exhausted .

BATTER EMPTY -.-.-.-.-.-.

HAHA.

Halloween '09

I litterally planned to dress up myself for Halloween this year as I never had myself dressed up for the previous years.

But at the end , I never do so due to my lackaidasical attitude I never had the time to even make up myself HAHA !

So , just as usual.

Went for the party at Barroom since it is the most happening place in Ipoh.

HAHA . Wanna scare me ? I'm gonna pull off your testis !

Outside :)

The gang :P

Violet and I

baby spoilt the picture again !

Kenny kena fireeee . lol somebody call 911 !!

owh baby pls dont show me your lc face ! smile abit , it wont hurt !

a slighty better one .

Not drunk as well and it was really a good good night :P

miracle ?

I wondered whether we were on a spree or what cos this is the 4th time I went to Penang in the same month. LOL.

So for this time,

besides shopping and eating, I wanna get myself tannedd as well !

HAHA ! So we went for water activites at the beach opposite our apartment . How convenient, just couple miles ahead.

Day 1

on the way.

boredom kills, so .. camwhoreeeeee non stop

nice effect. uhuh. no editz !

The four of us . Self time is just so useful !

Food for four :)

Alot ... and at the end,

CANNOT FINISH ~ like I expected .


Day 2

banana boat. LOL

getting excited ;p

we love the beach :D

parasailing virgins :D



haha. shot before we FLY xD

me and Ah Yin

baby and I

Went to shopppp at Island Plaza and Pragin Mall after our blunch ~

HAHA. Really shopped alot xDD

&& went for seafoods again at Bukit Tambun before heading home ;)

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Thanks mummy for the bag <3

LOVE YOU so muchie ::D