Human.

I found humans are really scary.

They do something which might hurt someone else.

No matter how true and sincere that person seems to be, but the truth is that this person is just lying.

Seriously I really dont feel good when knew something about this particular person.

When I really put all my effort on someone and he never cherish what I have done,

it really hurt like fuckingshitass.

THIS PERSON IS REALLY SCARY.

I wonder, are you cold blooded?

Cant you feel the pain in the ones you have ever hurt?

I am always a dumb ass to be cheated. But I never know that I am as DUMB as THIS.

Although it has nothing to do with me now, I somehow, feel uneasy whenever I think of what she told me.

I dont know how to describe the feeling.

Or maybe no words would express it out.

Can I really trust on someone?

I am scared. Really scared.

Physically and mentally seriously HURT.

I want to learn to smart.. REALLY.

Or this is just a GAME?

With multiple players?

Seriously I cant afford to participate.

What ILOVEYOU so and so..

Well, stow the crapz if you dont mean it.

But I guess I shall call it an end.

Or I should have? Cos...

I've already have someone who loves me more than anything.

I am really scared that everything good that is happening to me will vanish in a blink of eye.

Dear, promise to love me forever?

p/s: I just wanna tell you that I am really thankful to have in my life.

有了你，我的一切变得更精彩

Tralalla

Hmm. Hmm.

Another boring weekend.

I went home before 12am. Wasai =0

I was supposed to find Violet at 8 ++ but in the end I reached there around 9 ++.

She asked : Why la so slow? I vegged and waited for u like hours.

Me : I drive ma. So slow abit lo. Half way went back home somemore.

HAHHA. Yea. I drive xD

But of cos not alone. HAHA. Scared =/

Nevermind. I'm learning now. Soon I can drive alone. Kekekeke.

My new aka old necklace and crystal bracelet by Violet.

I was wearing dress =P HAHAH. Once in years time.

Thanks to someone who complains that I dont wear skirt or dress.

weird right? hmm.

Sobs. My modem in my Ipoh's house mati d =( cos of the heavy rain.

Sigh. Cant online at home.

And here, it's extremely slow and always DISCONNECT!

I'm gonna work in the PC Fair in Stadium again!

On the 3rd,4th and 5th April 2009.

But for Comcity this time instead of SNS. =)

HAHHA. Might be selling Kaspersky Anti Virus.

But anyone who is interested in buying laptop or something else can find me also ya.

Seeya!

End of the week.

Time is passing like super fast.

Weekend is coming in a blink of eye.

Hahaha. And it means my final exam is coming so damn soon as well.

My preparation? LOLX. Paiseh lar. I guess overall.. hmm 30% got guar =="

Kekekkeke. My natural laziness xP

Aihhz. I'll study this weekend. MUST MUST xD

Well, I realised I really like to study during the very last minute. My nature?

I was supposed to have my Fundamentals of Selling's test today during lecture class.

But then it was canceled.

Violet and I know nothing about it, so as usual we'll finally study for it.

We woke up so early ( at 11am actually not early =P but to me is early lar), thought of going to our BO tutorial class.

But then it was canceled cos the lecturer was in an emergency leave ==" Apasai all canceled??

It was really a hot & fuggy day today. I was perspiring like shit in college.

And I was scrathing like nobody's business after I got home.

I wanted to shower myself after I reached home but Violet said that it is very bad for my skin if I shower at that moment. So... wait. Urggh.

After bathing, Violet and I thought of having a mask and have a nap. Then suddenly Ming called and asked us to go to A Station to get Violet's software. EEEE. Then I have to comb my hair and change bla blaaa. When we were on our way back after meeting Ming, we passed by a lil malay stall. As the nasi lemak looked so delicious, so we bought it as our dinner :)

At night, while I was preparing to sleep, Violet suddenly knocked my door and asked me to go to her room and watched a video clip on Youtube. Ish. It's about a huge snake. And it's idiot Wai's idea to scare me with it. It's about that snake suddenly showing it's teeth like wanna swallow me in. Of course he laughed when I shouted. BABI la.

After yumcha with Seng, Bao Zai, DD, Hou and Mun.

******

Hmmmmm. Actually something is burdening me now. Hope I can solve it asap. SIGH. That person really hou 7 kan nan lar.

Awww.

Went to Public Bank to pay for my resit fees.

Well, I just realised that Public Bank really have very very bad service.

Ish. Annoying.

I walked to the counter and I told that person that I wanna pay for my college's fees.

And he asked "Is it from TARC?"

I answered "yes". Then he asked me to fill in the form at the service counter.

I wondered.. Why should I fill in the form which is for applying debit card since I've already have it?? Hmm.

So I went to the service counter and asked the person over there. She said NO NEED.

Just pay over there. *pointed at counter 4*

I walked back to that Indian freak and told him what the girl from the service counter said.

And he insisted "NO! You have to fill in the form only you can pay" WTF. One said NO need and the other insisted NEEEEDD.

Plus, that Indian freak was so damn RUDE! Ish.

Then, once I asked that Indian freak from counter 4, why should I fill in the form? I dont need that debit card. Ok?

Then he answered " Then you go and ask the girl".

And guess what? There was nobody at the service counter when I walked back there.

So, I went back to that counter 4, and told him there aint anyone there. He just peevishly replied me " Just ask or you must fill in the form". WTF?? What's with that fucking form? I just wanna pay! Why is it so troublesome? ZzzZzzz.

I called Violet down then as I really dont know what to do with him.

Really du9lan!

Violet then went to ask that Indian freak the same question.

And he answered us the same damn thing. ZzZzz.

But we already have the card, what for applying again? FUCK him lar. Diuz.

Then, we saw few other students who wanna pay and he asked them to do the same damn thing.

So me and Violet who was already BURNING, cut the queue, and asked him "Whats the problem now? Cant we just pay? We dont need that card ok? And stop asking us to fill in that form!" While we were "talking" to that Indian freak, their "head" I guess, came out and asked us to go to him.

He then slowly explained to us and BLA BLA.

He said since we already have the card, we MUST use it ZzzZzz.

But as we were already there, we planned to use it the other time. Just wanna settle it fast.

Bu he insisted us to use it :@ ISH.

And I have to waste another ten bucks to deposit it into my account. Errrkzzz.

So we went there for NOTHING. Wasting petrol. MCB.

***

I am watching the EU(TVB Drama) lately. Quite an interesting one, haha... to me. Cos I like the leng zai character inside xD Kekekeke. and I found episode 22 so damn touching when Laughing哥 died ... Urggh, My god. I cried =( Pity pity ! Didnt expect him to die so fast in the movie. Hmmm.

****

Today, I walked to college ALONE =( as Violet said she wasn't feeling so well so she wanna sleep.

So I had to walk alone =( SO DAMN FUCKING hot. Haih. MOM!! I need a CAR! I dont wanna be Miss Africa please. Siggggghhh.

At night, went to Station R yum cha with Seng and friends. I always complain that the weather is so damn hot during the day and just now, I was complaining that it was so damn cold! Damn windyyyy and cooooold!~

Sien.

So nice. I wanted to make it since babe showed me in Janice Man's blog.

NICE.

Streamyx is extremely SLOW. FUCKING slow. ISH.

They always "upgrade" but still fucking same.

What's the point then? Erkkk =="

I need to wait like one year to open a single webpage.

Annoying shit la wey. I better "downgrade" my package then.

What for I pay hundred over bucks and yet the stupid line is still so damn slow.

And one damn thing is I never had the chance to experience a fast connection in Kampar.

MCH. Disconnect disconnect and disconnect.

Yet my stingy & greedy tenant still kept asking for our wifi password, so that his nephew and friends who stayed downstairs can use. WTF? Everything we pay, then they wanna use FOC? Ok. Slowly dream. If ppl treat me good, I'll definately treat them better, but if is someone like him. NAH.

As if I'm stupid la. This is how he asked:

Mr.Lai: AAAAaaaaa,(as he cant fucking remember my name although I've already stayed there for almost a year)

Me: Yes?? What is it? (acting to be polite xP)

Mr.Lai: Your internet connection is cable or wifi geh?

Me: WIFI. Why?

Mr.Lai: Ohhh means no need wire also can connect wan ar? (acting as if he dunno)

Me: Ya. Just connect then can lor. Why leh?

Mr.Lai: Oh no la. Just asking jek.

Then I continued my game as I was playing before he talked to me. Then...

Mr.Lai: What is your password ar?

Me: Meh password??

Mr.Lai: Nehh. Your streamyx geh.

Me: Streamyx geh you set ger ma. How I know wor. (getting frustrated as I was gaming ==")

Mr.Lai: No ar no ar. That connect wifi wan ar.

Me: Why leh?

Mr.Lai: Nothing la, because the ppl from TM net asked me the other day but I dont know wor.

Me: Yes meh?

Mr Lai: Ya lor.

Me: ******(simply gave him one)

Mr.Lai: This is last time you give me that one ar? Cannot geh.

Me: Ya lo. Can geh. ( I wonder, if he never tried using it, how come he knows it's not real?)

Will the ppl from TM net will really ask for my WIFI password? HMMMM. Let's say they ask for the streamyx account, still acceptable. But. ISH.

After that, I heard him knocking at babe's door. Then when I walked out, he already opened it, I wondered, he opened it with his keys or the door was not locked? If he really tries to open my door when I'm sleeping, I'll definately shoot him up to the sky.

And the funniest part is, babe was sleeping like a pig xD, & he changed the fan speed for her. From 5 to 3. Wasaiiyehh.

Kampar is fucking hot and he still dare to do so.

Can see how stingy he is? ISH.

I never seen ppl save electricity this way. He is really a "tall hand".

Ask him to get me a heater, cannot... That cannot. Whatever shit also cannot. FUCK YOU.

********

And today, I went for my job's interview at ComCity in Yik Foong Complex.

RM80 perday. Uniform provided. Ok lar.

I'm assigned for the anti-virus part ( Kaspersky ) this time.

Well, it is actually much much easier than selling a laptop, notebook or dekstop. HAHA. And higher pay, so why not?

At night.

Went for dinner at Greentown. I drive ;) Wakaakaka.

And guess what? My parking sucks. I guess I need more practice =="

My measurement damn shit also. HAHAHAHHA.

After dinner, dear and I went to Parade as we wanted to watch movie (we were forced to go there cos JJ probably no more tic ler).

Sigh, no movie.

All seems so boring.

#1 Taken

#2 Dragon Ball

#3 International

EEE. Title also boring d. LOL.

So, we went home. Sigh.

Ipoh is getting boring and extreme boring.

Clubbing - boring la no new place. Movie - no nice movie here, I want Hotel for Dogs, but tarak.

Another week passsssssed!

Another week passed.

It's like so damn fast. Hmmm. I left more or less one month before my finals.

I have 8 subjects. All memorizing. Can I really cover all?

For now, I only finished up BIT Chapter 1-4. ZzzZzz.
And BIS abit. Macro, havent touch it yet. =/

Whooaaa. Dying right? Haih.

But I'll try my best. I really wanna get to year 2.

I really dont wanna disappoint my parents cos I know they love me so much.

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

Driving me nuts! ISH.

&&& I pitiest thing is, in order to save up RM250 for my resit,

I have to cook at home, =D can go on diet also. LOL!

Me and Violet cooked (:

But of course, need a break sometime. So I went for movie with dear, babe, and her friend on Friday.

The Race to the Witch Mountain.

Quite a nice movie. Besides the science theory that I dont really understand, it's a nice movie overall.

The movie ended at 1.30am. And I headed back home after that. HAHA.

As usual, taking pictures at home. LOL!

我的回忆不再是我的

没了你，我该如何假装.. 心才不隐隐作痛呢？

My baby. I love her.

Baby kissing me xP

I love her scent!

Babe and I after our movie.


************

Today was tiring day. Hmmm.

Woke up at 11 am, cos I've got class at 12pm.

1 hour class. ZzzZz. ANd the next class was 3pm.

I hate to walk to college! My god. The sun was so so "shinnny" and I am like going to tan my skin everyday. FREE.

The heat was.... URGH. UNBEARABLE!

Mom, I really need a car. Although I cannot drive alone now, Violet can.

I'm dying so soon cos of the super duper hot weather.

In the evening, Dennis came over to our house. So we chatted for awhile.

Then he went for dinner with his friend.

As Violet and I got nothing better to do, we watched movie with Dennis's Ipod Touch.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

Half way, he came back with our dinner. HAHA.

After dinner, unexpectedly, Dennis brought us to the waterfall. HAHA.

We reached there at 8pm. Wasai. It's all dark.

Scary. And many mosquitos. EEEEE.

So I kept asking him to go back and come again.

We never even touch the water and we left. Silly right? Hmm.

Just too free. LOL.

Boring day at college.

Boring day in college today.
Had two classes.
Business Organization and Fundamentals of Selling.
Group discussion for BO was still ok, but FS was really damn bored.
And that lecturer... hmmm. Really no comment. Worst I have ever seen. xP
The first lecturer that forced students to buy text books. She said it's compulsory for her lesson.
WTF? What if I cant pass through and go to year 2?
Then what for buying that book? Sighh.

Lets have a look at Ding Ding's wet look yesterday.
HAHA!

Our dinner lasst night. Hehehe. Well. It's actually seperated. As I dont eat "tau fu". It's Violet's. HAHA!

Hungry.

It is 12.00am now.
Using babe's laptop now. Cos I am so so bored!! !#$%^&*@
And actually I am quite sleepy now.
But I dont know why I am still awake. LOL!
My lap is okay already =) hehehehe. Thanks to dear :) muacks
I thought I would lost all my data, pictures and musics and first! Feel like crying.
But luckily is fixed now. Weeeehee **
Happy Happy.

I bathed Fei Ding Ding and Fei Tut Tut today. Hahaha.
They were trembling when I bathed them LOL.
&& they just look like a porcubine when they're wet. xD
Too bad. Cant upload the pics of them now. Hehe
Really darn cute!

Just viewed my friend's blog and I saw a lot pictures of yummy foods.
So I am so so hungry now. But I am under diet now, so cannot eat! SOBS.
So I better go to sleep now. LOL. xDDD

Hope to see my lap and dear tomorrow night when dear comes xP

BAD LUCK.

My lap is spoilt! =(
Super bad luck!!
Sobs.
Boring boring week in Kampar without my lappie.

Help.

I guess only God can help me this time.
I have to resit for 5 subjects this semester!!
And plus my 3 subjects this semester, all together I have 8 =/ whoaaaa. MY GOD!
And this is the result of laziness! And hell yea. I regretted. And _regret sucks! WTF.
Well, I guess I really need a memory card to be inserted to my brain. I have 7 memorizing subjects.
The notes for these subjects are like..... mountain to me as I HATE TO READ and memorize! ZzZzZz!!

I got :
#1 Business Information System & Applications
#2 Business Information Technology & Applications
#3 Microecomics
#4 Macroeconomics
#5 Web Page Design
#6 Fundamentals of Selling
#7 Business Organizations

All are basically just memorize and memorize. I'm dying I know. I am broke to pay for so many subjects.
And WPD with all the HTML and XHTML codes is really killing me. How to remember so many codes?! Walaoooyehh. I'm going crazyyyyy. HELL YEA.


I found many double headed snakes recently. They really are.
When they need help, they'll show you their sweet smilling face and act like we were so close.
But then later on, even you just want a lil help from that particular person, it's impossible they'll help.
Giving all sorts of silly reasons.
So fake.
Is there really ppl who willing to help others without any conditions?
Maybe there's 1 out of 10.

Aihh.

My first week in Kampar for this week is coming to its end.
And I'm still SICK. Sobs! For one whole week!
When fever is gone, there comes a massive headache.
When heachache is gone, cough and terrible sorethroat.......
Until today. Terrible sorethroat still..... Sigh.
Hurt like shit even when I tried to swallow my saliva =="
Hopeeeeee I'll recuperate fasterrrrrr. So sufferinngggggg.

Got my results.
One word, BAD. :'(
I have to resit like so damn many subjects. Urgggghhhh. And is it possibble for me to get 2. for my CGPA in order to proceed to year 2?
I must be hardworking from now. HAHAHHAHAHA. Can I? LOL. Will try my best =P

Sick!

I'm sick! Sobs. The first day of coll and I'm sick.

Super sorethroat and headache. Hmmm. Maybe cos I was caught in the rain. Sigh sigh.

I brought a lot of things when I go back to Kampar, around 6 packs including my luggage and laptop. I thought I wont leave anything behind this time as I always forget things =P

As I wasnt feeling so well so I napped in the car.

But when I reach around Gopeng, I realise that I forgot to bring my blanket and bedsheet back! Ish!! I left it in my maid's room. Sobs.

So I called mom to ask her to bring it to Violet and pass it to me when she's back. But then mom didnt answer my call. I called her for more than ten times and yet she didnt answer. So I called back home and told my dad to ask my mom to call me at once!

Later on when I was half asleep in the car, mom called and I told her to pass my blankey to Violet in The Store.

When we reached, dear was so kind to sweep and mop the floor for me =) ... Hmm. Nah. Actually is he who promised to clean it for me. xDDDDD

Later on, I was feeling even more ill and so dizzy. So dear asked me to take my medic. But I havent eat anything yet that time so he cooked pasta for me. This was the very first time he cook something for me. LOL. xD =DD