Penangggg ~

Hees :PP

Went to Penang again the other day :)

HAHA but holidays should be like this right?

Sat in the car these few days until buttock pain lor =.="

Really need a first class seat la. HAHA.

Joe and I purposely went there to met Ray and the rest & to have our dinner there .

I know it's silly but nvmmm. At least better than staying at home ..

But too bad we were stuck in the jam for more than an hour ~

Sigh

And of cos,

Not forgetting the beach..

Althought not as nice and soft like Redang ..

but still "OK"

So windyyy heehh ;D

first meal sobs.

Buhbyeee :)

Genting Highlands.

Weehee sem break is finally here :)

and of course we wont stay at home like guai zais and guai luis. haha

so we went up to Genting Highlands for some fun.

It was Hari Raya so everywhere was thronged with ppls!

So packed ~

We can hardly see any parking =.="

So we rounded and rounded for almost an hour to get our car parked !

Wasted time =/

Our dim sum from Foh San :)

Yummyy ~

See Violet so excited behind there lol!

Saw this big lollipop when I reached. HAHA. Cant resist myself from taking pic with it.

Violet and I

Cute cute :)

We literally planned to make our heart jump out by playing something exciting at the outdoor theme park but too bad the downpour decided for us to stay indoor :(

So we went to the Snow World.

HAHA. Freezing inside.

But still camwhore non stop.

when we were on the way going back to Ipoh, Violet was so pity that she puked all the way down! Sayang sayang back ya =)

Auto City , Penang.

It was really a silly night for all of us LOL.

We literally planned to go to the Night Safari at Taiping on that day.

But too bad, accident happened and we were stuck in the massive jam.

So when we were there, it was already closed! SOBS.

So we headed to nowhere but Auto City just for fun!

Hahaha. We were extremely tired as we slept at the wee hours the day before.

But for no reason, we went there. ROFL.

The silly us.

Best buddy ever ~

Mr Tan :)

camwhoring for the whole night LOL~

Welcome to Auto City =)

fuck you bitch!

the two deadly smoker ~

he spoilt my picture =(

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P/S: Welcome back to Malaysia Mr. A!

Hahaha. and thanks for your gift =P

Updates :)

This week is really one hectic week for me.

I slept almost at the wee hours everyday. LOL!

I went to have our "revision" with Violet at MCD day before our Business Statistics exam.

And haha it turned to be a gossip and chitchat session.

We actually planned to stay until 5am and go home to get some sleep but ended up going home at 7.30am.

LOL..

because Violet had something to do at 8am and she is afraid that she couldnt get up if she sleeps at 5..

So we all, accompanied her until 7.30am.

ROFL.

My eyes was getting heavier and heavier around 6 ..

Look at our panda eyes :P

So I ordered this as my breakfast for the day.
But not yummy at all~ LOL.

我真的好傻..

I really felt like I'm the foolest person in the word.

I promised everyone I would never cut my hand anymore.

But I really cant resist myself from doing so when I was hearing him saying how bad am I in his heart.

His words really broke my heart into pieces. Really.

Do you know?

Seeing him with that girl .. I just couldnt take it.

It's been more 2 weeks since I cut it..

But the scar is still here.

And it will remain forever in my heart.

I'm in a dilemma now,

I just hope to forget him at some time but I dont wanna forget our memories.

Because, you're stuck in my heart.

And to someone,

thanks for your care all along!

Heees :)

And of course I knew how you feel for me :P

But just, let me have a break for the moment !

Weeee :)

Weeee :)
Exam's overrrr.
But I knew I flung that paper.
Cos I knew nothing.
Was just crapping. OMFG.
Statistics are just too difficult for me. Save me pls.
I dont want to get a F again!
HAHAHA.
But I'm pretty sure I'll resit for that again.
See, AGAIN.
I guess it's the 3rd time.
I'm so lazy to update lately.
Too many entertainments when I am back in Ipoh.
Hahaha.
But somehow, when I am alone..
I miss him.
Sigh.
Nahhh. Just forget !

Fuck you bitch.

It was the most dreadful day of the month.

It was so so fucked up really.

My mood was originally very good before I saw him with him new bitch.

I literally go to Houz to have some fun and relax my burden mind with my friends but then everything ruined when I saw him.

My mind totally !!!!!! went down down down down!

He looked at me for so long at the bar.

Seriously at that very moment I really hoped that he will come over to my place to at least talk to me?

Violet told me that he still love me so bla bla bla and I was just another fool ass to believe.

I dont believe that he doesnt know what the fuck I wanted all along.

And when we were all going to Barroom,

we bumped into them.

Seeing that bitch holding his hand and dragging him to somewhere really drives me crazy!

So feel like bitchslap her! OMFG!~

So... ... ...

I really can stand no more and hugged babe, cried infront Barroom ...

Sorry I can stand no more

I wanted to cry the moment I saw him with that bitch.

But I just hold still until.. I really couldnt stand anymore.

So what if I'm the one who said break? So what?

You are the one who told me you will wait for me no matter how long it takes.

and in a blink of eye, you already get a new one.

I once thought what you told me are real, and I was very much moved.

But now, it seems like everything is so fake. Right?

Why?

How can you fit in someone in your heart in sucha sort period of time?

Why would you tell me something that you wouldnt be able to do?

Giving me fake hopes so that I fucking hurt myself?

Okay, you got it.

You WIN!

I'm hurt because I truly love you.

I never wanted to play.

Never!

I once thought there is forever in my life once again.

But now I know that forever never exist.

NEVER!

Sometimes I wonder,

will I get back in return for what I had given out?

Well the answer is no for sure now.

Utter darkness in my world.

Just alone.

Facing all craps.

I once thought you would cherish me like how you said.

But I was just so wrong.

Ppl said breaking apart doesnt mean giving up on that particular person.

Well is it true?

I dont fucking get it.

Seriously.

Feel it?

How?

I am so numb.

Feelings? Like how?

三天了

他三天没找我了

看到有了新的女友

我也应该替他开心

可是

为什么我总是觉得很不舒服？

为什么？

为什么我要那么笨？

忘记他吧！

别再想了！

我可以的～