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I was very down today,

and I was feeling very moody maybe cos my PMS is coming soon.

So, if I started acting out, I apologize for my emotional outbursts and ignorant behaviour.

I was very emotional today.

I can just burst although there is just a small matter.

when I was looking at our pictures,

it makes me strike back to our memories.

Those sweet ones.

I really hope to see and hug you that very moment.

But I know I shouldn't.

Why?

What am I to you?

A puppet which you can keep and throw anytime at your wish?

NO I am not!

You leave when you hated,

and you tried to hold me back when your anger is gone.

WHAT AM I?

I know I am just a fool. I know.

I went out myself just now.

I went to Ipoh Parade,

to buy a movie ticket.

But then when I reached,
the ticket counter had already closed.

So I went back... On the way home,

I kept on questioning myself why I am so stupid?

Why should I behave like this because of someone like this?

I cried, thinking everything just about him,

every single word that he said to me before I left home.

and I found myself at a place which I dont know where.
I was very scareed.

The first person that came across my mind was him,

I attempted to call him, but he never answer.

He never.

I was just too stupid.

I am.

I needed you, but where were you?