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Wednesday

Kinda moody today.

Woke up kinda late.

Was supposed to go shooping with babe for her performance dress.

But then we both woke up late.

I was waiting for someone later at night.

But then that person didnt appear.

I was really down.

I tried to close my eyes but I cant.

Then I just get up to find something to drink..

when I wanna get my milk in the fridge,

babe was standing beside and she asked me,

you wanna eat MCD or not?

and at that moment,

I asked her, can you fetch me to his house so I can pass him back something?

She said of course.

So we prepared ourselves,

Boi came to fetch us.

He is a malay guy, a friend of babe.

But when I reached, I dont feel like going to his house,

I was afraid that I might see him there.

so at the end, I just left.

Babe cheered me up.

and told me she'll support me.

KFC's popcorn chicken and MCD's chicken porridge.

Babe ordered lotsa food and yet she cannot finish.

Babe said we look like BY2.

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Thursday

I had 1 class today.

Replacement class for BS.

And after class Violet and I went for lunch.

I was kinda busy today.

I cleaned my house and swept the stairs which no one had ever clean.

There were so many spiders and it scared the shit out of me.

I tried to keep myself occupied,

because I know I will think of something unnecessary when I am too free.

So I forced myself to be occupied with something.

I even clean the fridge.

But when I was sleeping,

he texted me,

I tried to hold my tears but it was in vain.

I controled myself not to think,

but why?

Why are you doing so?

你不是说你会让我过得好点吗？