Random, so random.

Hi, I am so free to blog again although no ppl read my blogs. LOL. Anyway, blogging is just for self satisfaction and expression, right?

and not for entertaining others. I dont entertain either.

The reason why am I blogging is because....... Hubb is not around. I'm too bored. So I bloggggg.

Hubb's on business trip to Kelantan. Coming back tomorrow. HAHAHA. Just a short trip this time as he normally goes for 4-5 days.

So yea, I'm sleeping alone tonight. Never been sleeping alone sincee 1 & 1/2 years .. HAHAHA.

Cos he's always here, by my side.

Somehow, I always feel there's a gap between us. It's like, hard to get even closer? Why?

I have no idea. There are alot of things that I dun really feel satisfied about him. And that feeling really annoy.

Or I'm demanding for too much? I know there's no perfection in someone but I'm just asking for standard.

Hmmm. I'm gonna graduate so soon. Finally. HAHHAA. I know I'm too slow for diploma, but I'm dumb what to do. So should I continue my degree or start my working life? Or both?

I want $ so much. I'm saving up for my Taiwan & Bangkok trip now.

Really sucking up my blood :(

I have to stand and stay away from all my loves. No more shopping. Arghhh.

Need lil sacrifice larrr!!

Recently, I found ppl around me are quite scary or shall I say materialistic? Yea, when u have value to be used, u are such a good friend, when u dun have, do I know u?

I wonder, cant u treat someone without any condition?

Everyone will make mistakes, and learn from mistakes. But if u repeat the mistakes, does that mean u're not taking up the lesson learnt well?

I really hope I can share my secrets and deepvoices to someone I can trust, are u?