Finals .

I can't believe that my last update was about a month ago , was really busy these days.

Well all students from TARC is currently having their finals , I'm not excluded of course :(It's been a torturing week that I sleep for only few hours a day ! I wonder why ppl have to undergo such torturing experience ?

To study and swallow a telephone book's thickness of notes and memorize formulas , just to sit for a paper that last for a maximum of 2 hours ! Gosh. And this gotta last for years !! Simply just to obtain a Certificate which tells everyone you're highly educated =x My mom called me the other (before the exam commences) , telling me that she had a nightmare that I failed my exam and I'm not permitted to proceed my studies by then. I knew she was disappointed by my result from the previous semester , so I told her I will FOR SURE get her a satisfying result.

A promise is a promise , so what I have to do is to neglect everything , and to just concentrate on my studies. I've never had sucha weird , uncomfortable feeling in my 19 years of life , (oopps upcoming 20 years I supposed :)) I was so fucking worried about my exams. YEAH I worriedddd and I memorize almost 90% of my Macroeconomics notes in two days time , well ppl who have seen that telephone book thick booklet , imagineee !! Ridiculous !! Yea it is.

Mom called again today , asking

" Hey girl how's your exam going on ?"

and it's my first time telling her this eversince I've entered to this college

" Yea , great ! Just a bit confusing for Accounts. Might not score a distinctions for every sub , but it wouldnt be as bad as the previous semester"

Mom was delighted :))

Love you mom.

Exam's gonna end tomorrow and it's the toughest paper I'm gonna sit for this semester , I've resit this "obsolete" paper for 2 times and it will be the third time tomorrow god bless me pls I dont wish to resit for the fourth time !! *prayy pray*

I'm on DIET now , was arranging files and pictures in my external hard disk just now , and I found that I've changedd alot , physically !! Getting FATTER , I usally use the word chubby instead of fat but now , I admit that I AM VERY FAT !! There are two more weeks to the chinese new year , although I wont be achieving a "devil" body figure by cutting off on my consumption on food but at least i wont as blotted as now ! I cant take it no more ~ So , NO MORE MEAT UNTIL CNY COMES and NO MORE eatinggg after nightt !!!!!!!

And when CNY comes , I want to like make up myself abit to welcome new Tigerr Year :)))

I want to

#1 Dye my hair

#Perm my eyelash , so I dont have to curl it myself which takes me alot of time !

#3 I wanna do manicure and pedicure as I didnt make it last year due to some reasons :(

#4 Buy for new clothes for Chelsey and Ginger ( at least one each )

Seeeee !! And I am figuring where $$ comes from ? Falling from the sky ?

HAHA Imma gonna make a wish to the stars tonight like what the girl in "Princess and the frog" did :DDD

I started believing in miracles hahahahaha