It was the most dreadful day of the month.
It was so so fucked up really.
My mood was originally very good before I saw him with him new bitch.
I literally go to Houz to have some fun and relax my burden mind with my friends but then everything ruined when I saw him.
My mind totally !!!!!! went down down down down!
He looked at me for so long at the bar.
Seriously at that very moment I really hoped that he will come over to my place to at least talk to me?
Violet told me that he still love me so bla bla bla and I was just another fool ass to believe.
I dont believe that he doesnt know what the fuck I wanted all along.
And when we were all going to Barroom,
we bumped into them.
Seeing that bitch holding his hand and dragging him to somewhere really drives me crazy!
So feel like bitchslap her! OMFG!~
So... ... ...
I really can stand no more and hugged babe, cried infront Barroom ...
Sorry I can stand no more
I wanted to cry the moment I saw him with that bitch.
But I just hold still until.. I really couldnt stand anymore.
So what if I'm the one who said break? So what?
You are the one who told me you will wait for me no matter how long it takes.
and in a blink of eye, you already get a new one.
I once thought what you told me are real, and I was very much moved.
But now, it seems like everything is so fake. Right?
Why?
How can you fit in someone in your heart in sucha sort period of time?
Why would you tell me something that you wouldnt be able to do?
Giving me fake hopes so that I fucking hurt myself?
Okay, you got it.
You WIN!
I'm hurt because I truly love you.
I never wanted to play.
Never!
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