hehe

Three more days to my Micro exam but I just dont know what had I studied.

I dont really understand the terms and all.

Like today, almost every question I did was asking me to explain this and that

with graph and so on.

Erm, seriously, even with the notes, I dont know how to answer!!

Urghh, how am I gonna answer in exam?

I really wonder. Hmmm

And I was so bored

HAHA

So I kept takin pics of myself.

LOL

At night, went to yum cha with Honey Sab, her Xiao Ming, dear, and later came Ah Loong and his gf, Amber if I'm not mistaken

After yum cha we went to Voodoo

I had never been there since CNY

And seriously Voodoo had became sucha lala place

with all those "ah gua" performance

EWWWW

SO disgusting

dear and Loong

the "ah gua" show

Sorry, too far.

Exam!

Violet and I was too bored

So we planned to cook

Kekekeke

That day, we cooked Tumeric Chicken

Yummy =)

My first time!

See! Ewww.

Soup

Exam exam exam!

Having exam now

So I am so so busy

Dont even have the time to blog :( Sigh.

Sigh Sigh

Hope I can go to Year 2

If not, sigh I also dunno what will happen

Parents will definately kill me

But actually I always plan to be a beautician IF I really cant get to Year 2.

At least something I am interested on =/

In the car waiting for Violet after FOS

I guess sudah mati??

Pls, let me pass!~

I came out an hour earlier as I really dont know what else to write

ZzzZzzz.

The other night where we didnt sleep for the whole night studying for BIT.

But then, we dont really know how to do as well

So whats the difference studyin and not?

And in the morning when I was driving to coll, & I was very very super sleepy so I was actually dreaming that I almost bang on ppl's car. =P

I scared the shit outta Violet =P I am so sorrryyy,

newayz, not that sleepy after that right? LOLZ

*************

Movie Night

Went to watch the "Coming Soon" the other.

Well.. for me, it's so damn scary!!

Waste money to frighten myself.

Ish.

LOL, but at least better than those which can make me fell asleep =D

The story is about a character named "Chaba" who died when she was acting.

Then she haunted the cinema and whoever who watches that movie for revenge.

So when one guy and the main character tried to get a cpoy of the movie before the release date.....

AND THEN CHABA came lookin for them....

Before the movie

Silly.

I screamed everytime the "ghost" came out.

LOL

Stupid right?

Go and watch movie and scared the shit outta myself.

....

Grandpa in Japan

Grandpa

My grandpa passed away on the 11/4/09

This might be something good for him as he was suffering so much

But I really felt so so reluctant for him to leave

He was the best grandpa ever

I never had the chance to have dinner with him anymore

I always had dinner with him last time

But since I went Kampar, we had very very less chance to meet

I felt so bad that I seldom visit him when I was back during the weekends

And NOW I never had the chance anymore

Why good ppl have to leave so fast?WHY?

My grandpa had never done any bad things

He always helps ppl who needs help

Even his neighbour said that he never had a neighbour like my grandpa

He was always so friendly and nice

He always gives ppl a very sweet smile eventhough he doesnt really know that person

I stayed with him since I was a baby until the age of 10

Until now, I still remember how he played with me, how he chased me with the cann

I really miss him so much

My aunt told us that actually grandpa knew that he wasnt very well and he might leave us very soon

but he just kept quiet thinking that, he didnt wanna bother us

and he didnt want us to worry bout him WHY? He should tell us earlier and maybe he can be cured?? At least, there is a chance.

I really hope that I can dream of him or something?

I dont even have the last chance to see him

I supposed to skip all my class or test

REGRET SUCKS

I really cant believe the fact

He was still ok and talking to me days ago

Tears flow freely whenever I think of him
Hope that I can dream of him when I sleep.

You will always be in my memories.

ILOVEU

His "house"

MAY YOU REST IN PEACE.

fragile.

I gained weight!

OMG!~

I worked for three days, it was so damn tiring!

I should have lose weight but I gained weight!! URGH.

Why is it so? SWT.

&& I drove mom's car to Kampar this weekend, so I dont have to walk. HAHA.

My ONE and ONLY "exercise chance also BYEBYE =D

Violet sad my driving skills improved alot xD wakakakka.

But me myself still not that confident ==" sigh.

I brought Chelsey to Kampar this weekend as I just miss her cute face so much!

So I got so many pets in my hostel =P

LOLZ.

Even my new housemate, Mandy was shocked when she saw Chelsey.

Well this Mandy, let me intro her abit.

And NOT to criticise her, she really erm... Abit kampong kampong style =0

The way she dress and.. HMM. One thing is she DONT know what is STREAMYX!

Unbelievable? LOL.

I cant resist myself from laughing when she answered me. It was like this :

Mandy: Jie Jie, how much the rent here ya?

Me:RM200 lor. Why? You dont know meh?

Mandy: Know ar. Just wanna know whether did he increase the rent before.

Me: Oh.. No la. Didnt so far.

Mandy: (Stand there for awhile looking at me)

Me: Oh ya, you're not using the streamyx?

Mandy: Huh? What's that?

Me: ==" Erm, WIFI?

Mandy: For what wan?

Me:*laughs* To online lor =X

Mandy: Oh. No orrhh.

HAHAH. Funny?

Actually I know it's bad to laugh but I really BEH TAHAN xDDDD

dirty fei tut tut pee everywhere.

I want mummm mummmm

OMG SO FAT

BABY looking at Fei Tut Tut and Ding Ding

*****

Well I had a very very bad news this week.

Mom suddenly called me yesterday and told me that grandpa has lung cancer !@#$%

I was stunneddddd when I heard that.

He was still okay the last time I saw him, I guess two weeks ago..

Then mom said he needs to go to Penang for another check up and treatment there.

So we thought of going to visit him during the weekends.

The report said my grandpa's lung cancer is in the FINAL STAGE!

I cant believe.

I really feel so reluctant for him to leave me =(

But when I was in my WPD class today, mom suddenly told me grandpa is in a very critical condition.

And he requested that they just let him go as he was really suffering.

:'(

I quickly rushed back and went to Penang.

Grandpa, HANG ON!

Exhausted.

Happy Birthday Esther. HAHA. Belated =P

LOL.

Went to Esther's birthday party at KBOX Embassy in JJ ;)

Camwhore in the loo again ;)

Sabrina xD

Stupid camera without flash =="

Well, I worked for this weekend in the Pikom PC Fair.

Extremely tired. Stood for 36 hours in 6days. I didnt even stand for so long in a month. Sigh. I cant feel my legs after few hours. Urggghhh! And it's extremely hot and fuggy over there. So I bought a portable fan there. HAHA. Cute ;P

Human.

I found humans are really scary.

They do something which might hurt someone else.

No matter how true and sincere that person seems to be, but the truth is that this person is just lying.

Seriously I really dont feel good when knew something about this particular person.

When I really put all my effort on someone and he never cherish what I have done,

it really hurt like fuckingshitass.

THIS PERSON IS REALLY SCARY.

I wonder, are you cold blooded?

Cant you feel the pain in the ones you have ever hurt?

I am always a dumb ass to be cheated. But I never know that I am as DUMB as THIS.

Although it has nothing to do with me now, I somehow, feel uneasy whenever I think of what she told me.

I dont know how to describe the feeling.

Or maybe no words would express it out.

Can I really trust on someone?

I am scared. Really scared.

Physically and mentally seriously HURT.

I want to learn to smart.. REALLY.

Or this is just a GAME?

With multiple players?

Seriously I cant afford to participate.

What ILOVEYOU so and so..

Well, stow the crapz if you dont mean it.

But I guess I shall call it an end.

Or I should have? Cos...

I've already have someone who loves me more than anything.

I am really scared that everything good that is happening to me will vanish in a blink of eye.

Dear, promise to love me forever?

p/s: I just wanna tell you that I am really thankful to have in my life.

有了你，我的一切变得更精彩

Tralalla

Hmm. Hmm.

Another boring weekend.

I went home before 12am. Wasai =0

I was supposed to find Violet at 8 ++ but in the end I reached there around 9 ++.

She asked : Why la so slow? I vegged and waited for u like hours.

Me : I drive ma. So slow abit lo. Half way went back home somemore.

HAHHA. Yea. I drive xD

But of cos not alone. HAHA. Scared =/

Nevermind. I'm learning now. Soon I can drive alone. Kekekeke.

My new aka old necklace and crystal bracelet by Violet.

I was wearing dress =P HAHAH. Once in years time.

Thanks to someone who complains that I dont wear skirt or dress.

weird right? hmm.

Sobs. My modem in my Ipoh's house mati d =( cos of the heavy rain.

Sigh. Cant online at home.

And here, it's extremely slow and always DISCONNECT!

I'm gonna work in the PC Fair in Stadium again!

On the 3rd,4th and 5th April 2009.

But for Comcity this time instead of SNS. =)

HAHHA. Might be selling Kaspersky Anti Virus.

But anyone who is interested in buying laptop or something else can find me also ya.

Seeya!